beginning.

"And I'm floating. And it's like this amazing amazing feeling. I'm free. And I'm safe. But then I realize. I'm completely alone."

I don't know why I decided to make one of these. I haven't had one since I was 16. Right now I'm helping my sister make a project for school. she makes me so happy. she's my life.

May 3rd cannot come soon enough. I just want to be 21 and have summer and be free everyday and go to the beach and smoke and drink and wear no shoes and long skirts...woodstock with my best friends cannot come soon enough either =]

let us dance in the sun, wearing wild flowers in our hair....